John, John, John
Post Audrey Pauley
Reyes POV

John, John, John
Sometimes I don't know what's running through your head
Ok I admit it
Sometimes I don't understand what's going on in mine either
But I could have sworn you wanted to kiss me Friday night.
I wouldn't have stopped it
Believe me I wanted to taste your lips upon my breath
But you know I can't make the first move
I need to know you're ready for this,
Us
And by me pushing you along
You'll never be happy

John, John, John
Why did Audrey tell me you loved me?
Did you tell her?
If you did
Then why didn't you tell me?
Why couldn't you tell me?
Were you afraid that I wouldn't love you back?
You know that's not true.

John, John, John
Sometimes I laugh at how open I am to you
How I can tell you my hearts desires
And what I think of you
You seemed interested in me
In us
But why?
Why wouldn't you kiss me?
Is there something I'm missing?
Something I'm not grasping here?

John, John, John
Shouldn't we have been closer,
After this wretched experience?
Shouldn't our lives have changed
For the better?
Perhaps they will
When the time is right
When darkness ceases to exist
And your fears are swallowed whole
When pain is no longer there
And suffering ceases to follow
Perhaps one day I can wish of a place
We'd spend our lives together
But would it be just that?
Wishing?
Or is there something more to us?
Will it just take time?
Or is there something else in the way?
Will you even tell me what that something is?

John, John, John
Sometimes I wish I knew what was going on in your head
Although I swear you were thinking 'kiss her'
Or maybe that was the voice inside of me
Saying 'kiss him'
Either way, it's something missed
But never forgotten
That moment in time
Will always be held in the most sacred of places
In all of existence
In me
And in us.